Friday, December 16, 2011
Tomorrow shall be the day,where the first concert i will be having solo.
Gosh I'm damn nervous even right now!!!!
Yesterday during the dry run at school hall,i mess up my solo part.
and sir said that if on the actual day i screw up,he will stop the whole band,apologise to the audience and restart!!!
Gosh this so damn add to my stress.
and this whole day i could not even not think about this and my butt keep quiting to sit down.
Arhhhh Shit!!!!
Anyway,i do think of the positive side though...
After this performance,i shall be able to rest!!!....Not.
Damn,cause my tutor called me up and ask when to start tuition again!!
STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!
GAHHHHHHH...
Gosh,really wanted to rest though....
But look forward for the saxophone outing!!! :D
All the best!Tomorrow.
Posted @ [
12:41 AM]
Saturday, December 10, 2011
My heart ache now...
Whatever they say I don't understand...
I feel like they never include me...
It really hurts...
Even when typing this my hand are trembling,really wanted to cry...
Somethime I really want to shut down,I really wish someone would understand me,
I really needed someone to hear me now...
But I guess no one is there right now...
Jiayou gengen,smile and nothing will happened.
Don't be so childish...
Posted @ [
11:25 PM]
Things that made me sad/unhappy...
-Knowing more and more animals endanger
-Knowing more disaster happening
-When people stood me up
-When your best friends having so much fun together without me
-Knowing that I'm so damn bad,ill-minded...
I'm so damn sad right now knowing my best keep leaving me out/stood me up...
I know there is a reason behind it,probaly,but i still dang upset.
Really hate who am i right now,hope that i could change a become more understanding towards people around me. :{
Posted @ [
4:30 AM]
Genevieve♥ 
Designer :