I'm getting really,really tried...
Whether is for homework or friends...
But luckily there's an temporally escape route...
That is into my own little music world,the only place where i can forget everything...
But this is only for temporally...
Every time i came back to sense,to reality,I'm back,back to the real world.
The problem is still the same,I'm still standing on the same old spot...
Sometimes I'm getting really tried or this,tried of everything...
Sometimes i really want to end all of this at once,but i can't.
When i think back,i remember many little little things that really cheer me up.
Whenever my mom saw my tried face whenever i came back home,she would be so caring to me,she just stay by my side,lay her head softly on my shoulder,asking me how i am...
Whenever i mention what i feel like eating,or "wow!look how the moon sooooo bright!Round and beautiful!!" mifeng will always look into my words...
She would try to make the food i like,find out when the moon is the brighter day.
And there is a time where I receive a very cute hand made piglet make by qiqi.
She gave it to me,why? I read the letter she gave me,it was because she felt she negated me.but actually I don't really notice it,but this really put a very big smile on my face.
And there's bingbing...she always like to made fun of me,but I know deep down she really cared for me.cause whenever I told her something I want,she would always would ask me if I want her to buy for me,or she would make for me...
I really think that I'm really spoiled by them.
This little action makes me really happy. they might not know but this really let my Stress down...
And that's why because of what they done,i have to become stronger,i had to become The kings joker,i have to always put on a smile,not for me but all those who cared For me,and for those who i cared for.
For my beloved family,my best friends and for my ambitions...
Before i realised my dream to become a musician,i have to continue to be alive.
Who knows when you will fall down and get up again?
Who knows when you will die?
Who knows when the world will comes to the end?
And will peace will ever come by?
Who knows?????
Only god knows :D
Soooooooo...before you die,before the world ends...
Why don't we look towards,find the solutions to our problem and smile to our future:D
-Gen

EYES ON ME !

Genevieve♥
D.O.B : _13_/_10_/_1996_
Likes : _Music♪♪♪_
she was a saxaphonist♥
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